I have found that it’s a rarity to come upon instrumentals that reflect even a bit of what I imagine when I write, sometimes. I do not have a specific sound I aim for, but my head’s just all over the place and I have not matched anything to my initial ideas. For a while, this stressed me, but I realize that I should let go of what I cannot control at the moment. Maybe in time I will find my way to that production, but for now, I am discovering more of what I can do through experimentation with whatever comes my way. I manage to find beats, here…