Spring is the return of the Sun, and my return to Self!

Springtime is universally known and celebrated as the season of new beginnings. Mine arrived with a boom and bang this year, and it was unexpectedly literal and painful. But I have emerged from that first quarter feeling anew, truly. In a sense, I have been reborn with new clarity, focus, and creative drive, as well as revamped love and appreciation for the incredible woman that I am…and have been.

It was shocking to first realize how lost I had become in hope, vision, and trust that somehow began to point outward rather than inward, as I learned long ago is best. But, that is alright. Many of us awakened souls require multiple awakenings before we set off more smoothly onto the path that God has carved into our spirits, led by our hearts. I consider these changes and realizations a purification, even the initial unbearable aspects that threaten to leave one curled up crying for days, or weeks. Especially those, in fact.

Isn’t that lovely? To shed old energy and then feel empowered by your own resilience and growth? I am grateful that in spite of each change that has happened in my life over these past two months: from losing friends, to relatives, and even income, I have been redirected back to a course that I was drawn away from a couple of years ago. Well, I’m back at it, darling, and I am wiser and prepared to continue being who I am meant to be in the world. The betrayal, disappointment, and sadness has transmuted into fertilizer for this special era of my life. New seeds have been planted and will soon bloom! I wish the same for you, beautiful being who has by chance come across this stream of thought which I’ve leaked onto my special corner of the universe. Stay light. Stay inspired!